Friday, September 28, 2007

我是谁?谁是我?







我是窥探你心灵的人。







我是强者!




我是在你需要陪伴时的那一位。
他们称我为:朋友

《月光的启示》

“你是月宫中的侨影,
隐约在我视线晃过。
我欲游进窥探,
却恐月光太耀眼,
拒绝了我的存在。。。”

今天是农历八月十五。正是个月圆花好的节日。

每年的中秋节我都会与奶奶一同吃月饼,品茶和赏月。这可说是我们每年不约而同的约定。

“安啊, 今晚有回家和奶奶一起吃月饼吗?”
“有啦!我还陪你喝茶赏月ok?好了我得放下电话了,朋友在等我讨论功课呢!bye!”

奶奶疼我是众所周知的。可以看出她对我是特别的疼爱。以前,当爷爷还健在时,最疼爱的孙就是我了。听说是因我这怪胎还在牙牙学语时,不叫‘爸’‘妈’就学会了叫‘爷爷’。我所知道的‘茶道’与品茶的‘功夫’还是爷爷亲手传授的。

也许是爱屋及乌吧。爷爷去世后,奶奶就接任了‘疼爱’我的责任。

奶奶和爷爷是小学就认识的。当时正好是二战以后,天下太平,祖国重新振作之时。奶奶是土生土长的本地人,也是学校的模范生而爷爷是来自印尼的富家子弟,也是校内出了名的恶霸。爷爷经常因与他人打架而受伤。身为红十字协会的奶奶就经常为他敷伤口,并常常给予改过自新的金玉良言。上了中学,女的到南中就读而男的却进了华中。宛如命运弄人一般,模范生与恶霸成了情侣,开始了梦幻般的爱情之旅。。。

“耀棠,你看!天上没有星星。”
“是月亮太亮了吧?”

就当其他人在讨论月亮是十五时比较亮还是十六的比较圆时,我突然感到寂寞难耐。想必在月宫的嫦娥在这一天也有同感吧。这一刻,我真想把酒对月当歌,乘风归去,却恐琼楼玉宇高处不胜寒。

“十五的月亮,照在家乡照在边关,宁静的夜晚你也思念,我也思念。。。”这是奶奶常唱的歌。我也耳濡目染,学会了几句。

她在唱此歌时的内心世界是在想念谁呢?是爷爷吗?我从没多问也不敢问。我只知道在这月圆时刻我在想念着莫个‘她’。

“我得走了!我奶奶在等我回家和她一同喝茶,吃月饼,赏月!”

就这样,我冲冲的走了,正如我冲冲的来。我挥一挥衣袖,却遮不了月光的耀眼。

我抬头望一望天。月光的耀眼拒绝了星星的存在。

心中又莫名的涌上了寂寞的感觉。真是寂寞难耐啊。

Friday, September 21, 2007

判决

天一亮将是判决的揭晓。

原来也有人送“piglet”给她。是友是敌不确定。我只知道得当机立断。

成与败就在今日。

貶了。睡吧。晚安。

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

《星之告白》

我是天空中的一颗星,
独自照明整个夜晚。
渴望着爱的薄丝把我拥入怀里,
就算片刻,
也能反复回味。
你是月宫中的侨影,
隐约在我视线晃过。
我欲游近窥探,
却恐月光太耀眼,
拒绝了我的存在。

因这爱我与愿。。。

因为有你的关爱,我一定会好好照顾自己的。

如果真的生病能换来你的关爱我宁愿多多生病。

开玩笑的啦。。。我会自爱的。

因这爱我愿。。。

Monday, September 17, 2007

《无聊两首》

《一》
自古以来谁无屎,
有谁大便不用纸?
如果大便不用纸,
为何会有大便纸?
《二》
闲来无事提支笔,
笔到手来横竖撇。
不费吹费诗成毕,
又回处时闲无聊。
生病了!天啊。。。我的肺快要爆了!救命啊!!!
还是去歇一歇吧。顾特纳伊!

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

美丽的你,美丽的一天。。。

今天有你的笑容,天色也美丽了。

明天将会是美好的一天。我不会占卜,但我相信有你的一天,天天都是美丽的。

谢谢你让我每一天都漂亮起来。

Friday, September 7, 2007

Of MuScLe SoReS aND SeAsIcKs...

i'm getting lots of sea sick lately. haha.

anyway, yours truly ran with the rep-pillians on wednesday and is still suffering from the aftermath. walking up and down the stairs are really no joke i dare say!

however i'd say we really had lots of fun walking and running only when we encounter bus-stops with people hohoho...i gotta train up my stamina man!

after the much torturous run, we arrived at rafiq's nest and cleaned up. after which we went to the much acclaimed "ah fang" for supper. i'm dead sure i gained more then i lost that fateful night! haha

no pictures to show for now...but rest assure, i'd get it from rafiq soon. else i'd just rip it from his and ke rui's blog. haha

okie! time to head back to tampinesland now!

p.s: ran for the main comm of chinese division for the post of logistics. results not out yet till 1730. oh well. shall update on it later IF i ever get to know about it. special thanks to all who went down to vote today! it was much appreciated! :)

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

yawnz....

life's pretty much a bore....i need a life.

help...

on a bright note, yours truly will be going to malaysia for an band exchange with a malaysian high school, guest playing for HCI (high school and college). can't say i'm not excited about it. we never had such a good deal back in NYJC. come to think of it...i've never stepped out of the land with the band. while other schools seem to have all the fun going on trips and exchange programmes with other high school bands in other countries, we were pretty stuck in cosy little red dot.

just today i got to know that we have a 17 yr old malaysian girl in chinese faculty. apparently she skipped a yr in pri and another in high school. i'm like so impressed. and it kinda makes me feel so old. it's funny talking to people and realising that they were your juniors in secondary school and now a fellow freshie. and it's even weirder having seniors who were your junior. and now, a fellow freshie who's like....5 years younger then me. oh well...i might be the oldest guy in the whole year 1 cohort haha. at least i can be pretty sure about that among the guys.

the guys from chinese fac wanna join the production thingy for chinese HSS sub-club. i suppose i'll be going with the flow. feels good to be a team. haha...

ok that's all from me.

just some random stuffs of my boring life.

yawnz...

goodnight world.